A prominent boxer, Junior Fa from New Zealand, has chosen to retire and adopt a vegan lifestyle. Fa expressed that he no longer wanted to cause harm with his fists. Initially, he attributed his hesitation to anxiety but realized it was a deeper feeling. Despite pressure to continue fighting, Fa took a break and spent time with his manager. They engaged in activities like sparring and biking, leading Fa to feel content with his decision. He then resumed training, focusing on the punch bag.
"Why do I train so hard to harm?" Emotions surged. Fa pondered on a treadmill. "Why?" he questioned. Next fight: Shawinigan, Quebec, against Arslanbek Makhumdov. But, no. At 34, Fa retires. More than retirement. "I'm still figuring things out," Fa reflects over kumara hotcakes. Leaving Mormonism triggered change. Fa delved into philosophy, pondering Mormon origins. Ernest Becker's book provided insight into loss of faith. Fa and Tayla's departure from the church stirred controversy. Fa shifted from theist to agnostic-atheist, questioning religious morality. Leaving religion, Fa questioned everything. Veganism followed - he refused to harm living beings. Boxing required introspection.
Losing faith changed his perspective on life, making him see the violence in boxing differently. Unable to watch anymore, he reflects on his career without pride or regret. Despite his achievements, there's no joy. His coach respects his decision to quit boxing, emphasizing honesty and self-reflection. Fa misses the sense of community and purpose boxing provided, feeling lost without it.
He feels a mix of emotions: sadness for leaving boxing, relief for finding new paths. He's chosen ju-jitsu, values helping others, and applied for police work. Philosophy, like Stoicism, guides him. His manager supports his transition, aiding with a first CV.
